The Islamic republic country is called Pakistan.
But here I want to remove some misconceptions, we all read Pakistan history in Pakistan-studies that is actually not right, the constitution, the leaders, the struggle, the debates, the news all are fake!!!

Pakistan is such a country where rich people enjoy with luxuries of life and poor people die due to poverty. Where dishonesty, injustice, lies, claims, fights,street crimes are best jobs for people Here people don’t have water to drink, if there is so that might be hard water or impure. People strive to get one time meal with abuses and insult while our leaders have bulky stomachs.
The so-called ministers don’t get rid of making shoes claims. They promise to fulfill all the facilities of people whether poor, black, white, and red but when they win the elections they forget performing any duty.

When in Pakistan someone takes a pen and goes to school so he is called a student, when he dies in a bomb blast in a school he is called martyred, when he raises his voice against violence he is called a rebel. When the same thing happens in Balochistan, if a baloch takes a pen he is called a terrorist, when he dies in a bomb blast he is called a terrorist, when he writes and raises his voice against violence he is called a terrorist.

He is never called a student, if I am writing I am neither a writer nor a student, I will only be called a “Terrorist”.
When a baloch goes to school and gets education then his wish is destroyed in shape of threats and destroying his school. In such circumstances he only finds the last option to fight against the violence and brutality against him which is taking a gun.
Why BALOCH is always called a terrorist??

Balochistan is the same province which is highlighted when Pakistan need resources but neglected when it comes to rights.
The ministers of Pakistan claim to be good leaders but they don’t know how to be a human actually. They travel by air from Peshawar to kuchlak and poor people don’t have slippers to come out of their home.
Whenever a program is issued on Balochistan so the poor and miserable people are shown but not the talented,Khalida brohi being a baloch of upper Sindh has never been shown on any Pakistani news channel,Malik siraj akbar(A talented journalist)hasn’t been shown on Pakistani channels .No one writes about the brutality done on Balochs and when a goat climbs on a mountain it becomes the top news of Pakistani channels.

There are neither humans nor human rights. Every Minster in Pakistan is an animal and also provides the same rights to humans.
One of the main problems is joblessness that is found in Balochistan with a great impact. Here talented students take tests, study in colleges, schools, go for interviews ,in result their name is on top but on interview their name is taken out by ragging.
The citizens and students of Pakistan laugh on it; they curse themselves for living in Pakistan. Here nothing is good.
”Here people become famous by hanging posters on wall and become poor by tearing those posters”
(Yasmeen Baloch)


Ayesha Malik

Dear readers and friends. Here is a complaint for you all:
I am here after two years almost and I published a short piece but I didn’t receive any notification from my old friends (Arindam,harsha,white pearl,cabrogal ,lala rukh) and many more.
Well, hope you all are happy and doing well. 

This is not the story of a great personality, this is the story of such an independent girl who dreams high, believes in hard-work, culture and loves writing.She always comes with her shining qualities.We need to learn from such people and teach them too.Here is the story of a dumb girl and her life .How she protects herself from the ups and downs of life ,how she manages in this cruel and illiterate society?

She belongs from Balochistan, from the city of folks, music, and embroidery.
She performs all those duties that a responsible girl does.
Comparing me with her I am nothing in terms of house hold works. She cooks well, sews cloths greatly, knows how to handle goats and most important how to bake bread that I don’t know.
She always carries a notebook and a pencil with her copying the old writings of anyone. Sometimes I write the alphabets and tell her to repeat them. Sometimes she stands and gives inspirational speeches by her body language.

My mother usually tells me to learn from her as I don’t know any house hold work except washing dishes, sweeping and cooking what I like.I have no sister so she is my sister, she sews my balochi dresses too and I also give her gifts that make her happy 😀
She is very dear to me ,she has great keen to learn and go to school but unfortunately she is deprived from the sense of hearing and speaking.

In our society illiterate people mock at such people and say they can’t do anything but I say that Ayesha has done much more of what I am doing.

She understands people, supports them, and never laughs at a person lacking any sense.She is the dearest of my grand father and our small family.I try my best to stand with her and give her a best space to learn but unfortunately we don’t have such schools here that such people should be admitted in order to learn.

Ayesha is such a girl who wants to be like other girls and I can say it with guarantee that she is 100 times more talented and wise then the educated people in our society.I have seen her calling kids of our society and teaching those alphabets and I am very glad that she can write and read them well. She has supported me every time and even sometimes she has tried to give me hope whenever I was weak.

Ayesha’s life seems to be very complicated,in our society some people want to use such persons as toys,they don’t consider them as human.She finds it difficult to survive in the society of animals ,usually she tells me that she wants to die,she wants to escape from here ,these all point out that she is fed up of living here.
Why we can’t take the human chain together?

Why we differentiate between normal and abnormal people?
I mostly hear from elders that if we can’t be the reason of someone’s happiness so we shouldn’t be the reason of her tears too.I always find new ways to make her happy and i hope you all provide a good space to such people around you.

The Experiences

This piece is a dedication to the experiences ,observations,compromises and many more things that i want to share.

After completing two years of my college life,i have come to know many different thing.Every time  i went out of home ,i had something new to handle and understand.Not only me ,my friends got confused sometimes with strange tragedies.
Here i am on the platform of WordPress to share some of those tragedies.
The most shocking thing that i observed mostly was that people always get pleasure by disturbing others.
This is how????
Here is a story
Whenever we entered in our classroom ,our concentration was obviously on the lecture but this happened sometimes that teacher asked us something from new chapter/lecture as we weren’t taught well in schools so we couldn’t answer but we tried our best to self study in home however we succeeded in answering sometimes. Sometimes when we couldn’t answer so our fellows(Boys) would laugh loudly that was a behavior of uneducated people.Usually we stood up and raised voice against it in classroom in front of teacher but there was no impact.Whatever we did previous day, was almost in vain another day.
The students couldn’t comprehend our lessons despite being our fellows.

The second shocking news is that ,the police is irresponsible.We always go by foot in academy because it’s near so sometimes passing near them they would blink and pass informal words ,nevertheless we had to teach them lessons too.

Thirdly,that i observed is people are shameless in Quetta ,i don’t know about other cities .We illuminated those all who teased us but they remain the same shameless people.

And the experiences that i want to share are here.
It is a glad news for me that i cleared my English language till Level-5 ,here is the certificate ,i got third 🙂


While studying in FEEL language center i was v happy because the environment that i found there was amazing.
Our teacher whose name was Professor Tahir Shahood was a great teacher .He taught us many novel things and my English language was also improved.

This was a short piece.Hope you all liked it.

Catch you another time with a novel article.



Ignorance of Youth in Balochistan..

Millions of people studying in various private and governmental schools have the same complain that they dont get any job though getting passed in tests and interviews still they don’t appear at final lists.
As a record,there are many talented students in different districts of Balochistan with unique talents but they don’t see any supportive hand towards them.The students who study in colleges,then attend tuition and don’t eat food even but when they take tests and see they result so they become very disappoint.The main reason for this disappointment is  corruption in Educational institutes.
I really appreciate the hard work of chief minister of balochistan Dr.Malik Baloch who is building a Medical college in Turbat(a district of Balochistan),Engineering College in Khuzdar+Medical college but he doesn’t has enough money to do a lot.
According to the recent result of in Balochistan,many students were failed in many subjects although they gave their papers very well but we don’t know what has happened to the government that it is only doing corruption.We pray to Almighty that he May bless us with honesty!(Ameen)
I have been far from my house so i haven’t written so much due to my studies and here i am for few days because it is Eid-Ul-Azha.So i greet my all bloggers with lots of love and cheer.Hope you people haven’t forgotten me. 🙂

Education and Examinations in Panjgur!


I am done with my exams.But here is a briefing that will clear how the examinations were held and how was the so-called system?
Before writing the serious and complicated issues that i observed,i would like to give a glimpse about teachers and schools.
I have written in my many posts that governmental schools have no any qualified system.
Students of 6th grade dont know how to write the words”Tail,Drink,Run” orally.
Teachers go to their schools,and attend the classes.But they don’t teach instead tell the students to teach the class and after a while the teacher disappears from the class.The class is then like a place of goats.
There may be one or two honest teachers who teach honestly but most of them want to get rid of their duties.
The guardians/parents of students also don’t pay much attention as most of them are uneducated.
I can say this that there may be some hard working students who study well and save their career and future.
Government is always failed in improving the education as usual.
So how educational system in Governmental schools can be good in these situations?
I can proof this that the students of private schools are well mannered,hygienic,polite,hard-working because in private schools of panjgur teachers try their best to give the better education to students,parents as well are quite serious regarding their children’s education.
While i was giving my exams this time which started on 11-4-2015 and finished on 24-4-2015,so i observed somethings which i couldn’t think in my free time(I mean unbelievable changes),Students were cheating freely,so the examination hall was like a parliament house.
I am surprised and shivering.
There was not such a student who should write their practicals themselves.Because students take the practicals of those students who have passed the previous year.
Today i went to observe the situations in college as practicals were held there.
MY practicals will start on 7-5-15 but we went.
Because my classes were about to start on 11-5-15 whereas my practicals will finish on 14-5-15.
So i went to request the teachers to take my practical test so that i could go to Quetta.But they refused.WHile i noticed and saw that subjects are being changed.
on 4-5-15 the test was of physics and students brought physics notebooks with them but they changed and took the test of chemistry and no one was having notebook of chemistry.
The confusion is this that it is sure that system is corrupt from the base,cheating is also allow but why so much corruption?
Before exams the prime minister of balochistan announced that in all provinces of Baluchistan,in all centers and colleges cameras will be imposed to see that how students will cheat?
But students shouted,media came to know that it is wrong,so all together proved this announcement wrong.
It was wrong because neither the prime minister has given good facilities to schools,nor good teachers to teach so here if students will not cheat so what will they do???



One for mom…

“A child becomes weak that time when he leaves the mother’s lap and goes far from her”

I can remember my childhood that often reminds me of my relationship with mother.My father as a governmental employ,couldn’t give the family too much time but he managed to take time.Every child spends his childhood near her/his mother.During the presence of mother,no child remember her mother but as soon the child grows up and goes to other countries/cities for higher studies so he misses her mother very much.
The same case is with me,when i left my mom and came to my own city for examinations.Before i didn’t realize the absence of my mother,because dad was with me but my mother was in Quetta with my brother.Because my brother was younger and mother had to take care of him.
I came with my dad in panjgur and now still i am here for my viva voice .Since four days i am missing my mother and brother v badly,though i went to my grand mother’s home,met my aunts and enjoyed too much there but i missed my mom very much.
I remember the days spent with my mother.Whenever i was sick and i had headache she made me sleep on her laps and loved me.I miss those all precious moments that i have spent with my mother.
I miss you mom!