Archive | February 2016

My Journey in WordPress


I started writing while i was in 8th class when i was 12 years old .I was not so talented to put my thoughts and views so clear in terms of grammar,i still find some mistakes in my writings,as it is said “No one is complete,if he is then he is an angel” .I always tried my best to share something new to my readers ,to tell them about the brutalities,injustice and all illegal things being done here.

At first when i started writing,i honestly didn’t have any guide; how to write and how to make impressive writings.At first i was very discouraged because whenever i wrote  i didn’t get any notification from my Baloch sisters and brothers,but still i didn’t stop writing.The first one who commented at one of my post was from India which gave rise to my hopes and courage.

It is needless to say that i didn’t have any consequence to write.At that time when i was studying in 8th class ,i was very distressed due to the man-made customs,negativity,  these all factors compelled me to write and i knew i have the tact for it.It was not an easy thing for me to stand in such a society and write against those things which are mortal.My solitary ,knowledge and negative factors were my biggest weapon.At first i didn’t logged in as my real name,it was”Kandeel Baloch”. one day my friend’s article was published in one of a magazine  ,my father also saw it so he said me why you don’t write something and publish it?Then i wrote my blog address on a page and gave it to my father .When he returned from office he told me, why you haven’t put your name in Blog?This thing made my happy and i put my real name”Yasmeen Sana Baloch”.

I was bewildered to know that no body even encouraged me and i thought i am underdog but i didn’t give up.My struggle,confidence,hope were pushing me towards my goal due to which i was and still valiant.I gave my blog address to some of my friends ,they mocked at me that are you crazy ?
The biggest baffle was this that i gave my blog address to my principal even,and i received nothing,nor oral appreciation nor  notification.When my family members came to know that i am writing against such things(Mutilated bodies,injustice,killings,this and that) they became angry with me.It was a very hard journey for me to reach here . I was asked by them;”Aren’t there any other people that you are showing off your talent ?All know that you know how to write and read English so what is the need to show it off.I didn’t understand what to do,laugh or wail.

It was a calamity for the people living in our society.Whoever met me  would scowl towards me .As if i am a delinquent criminal.Everyone considered me a lunatic except my father  ,my mother appreciated me after a long time.I toiled towards my goal and a lot of bloggers followed me from India and foreign countries and i am very grateful to them that their courageous comments made me able to pursue my dream.I knew that foreigners are not uttered of any problem being done in Balochistan so i had to  illustrate everything with facts and information.I just tried to bring amendments  in wrong customs.I can remember the Balochs who commented on my blog and they were;Malik Mohammad Baloch,Iqbal Zaheer Baloch,Fida Farahd Baloch,Ishfaq Akhtar Baloch,Changaiz Baloch,Akber Notezai and recently Sanjran Baloch .But it isn’t surplus as compared to foreigners.Any how i thank them.Thanks

I am really disrupt that till now i haven’t got any appreciation from any Baloch.I sent my many essays,articles for magazines but i was rejected.I know there were mistakes but no blunders were there.If i had mistakes so also there are editors to edit them  but what to do.I don’t know what the situation is ;whether they don’t want me to struggle,they feel envy ,or they are afraid.After some months i came to know one thing that i have left and that was writing Balochi(Mother tongue),that was not difficult for me too,i tried and wrote poetry,poems in Balochi.I hardly got some comments in my that blog but here i couldn’t find any notification yet .I was threatened  even to stop writing but i didn’t.There were some obstacles that wanted to mute me but that was a vain attempt.

I don’t think being patriotic,talented and struggling is a sin.I have completed five years in WordPress and i have gained a lot of knowledge,experience.I thank my all bloggers,friends and my parents for encouraging me.

Thanks for making me what i am today.I see a big revolution in my own life and according to it i conclude my saying:

“I still talk like same i did before,i still eat the same what i ate before,i still wear my same cultural dress that i used to wear before,i still live at the same place where i lived before,But to day i am not ,what i was before”
(Yasmeen Sana)

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Drawing On The Readings Discus The Relationship Between Individual Freedom And Social/Economic Prosperity. Free To Incorporate Outside Research.


Nelson Mandela once said, “For to be free is not merely to cast off one’s chains but to live in a way that live in a way that respect and chances that freedom of others”. Since the world came into being everyone had the same wish that he should be free. No one likes to live a dependent life because mind starts working at that when someone is completely free. If we turn the pages of history back to Stone Age so people were not independent they were not educated and they were compelled to live their lives according to others.

Even all religions have emphasized on freedom and everyone should be given the fundamental rights like; freedom in decision making, freedom in expressing one’s self and freedom in choosing one’s career.

Why people cannot boost up their talent?

The key which is suitable for this question is just freedom. According to the constitution of U.S every individual should be given the fundamental freedoms like academic freedom.

Here is one main example of freedom with reference: academic freedom which is the right of every student and teacher to choose their own methodology of teaching and studying. In America most of the students have the academic freedom and have no any burden, that’s why they are prosperous and successful in every field of life. America is advanced due to education and academic freedom. Many scientists, engineers and doctors are great example of its development like Abraham Lincoln who was very poor and he didn’t have any source to get education but he had the freedom of privacy, he used to stand outside of the classrooms and gain the lessons, due to this freedom he became the president of America.

The country in which I live, known as Pakistan, whose constitutions also describe the fundamental freedoms. The constitution of Pakistan gives the fundamental freedom of living.

According to constitution of Pakistan the four provinces (Baluchistan, Sindh, and Punjab and khaiber pakhtunkwan) should have equal rights but unfortunately none of the features of constitution is being applied there. In Baluchistan people don’t have the right to live. Abduction of youth is a full restriction on freedom.

If we see the educational system of Punjab, it is being educationally developed whereas Baluchistan has no special importance in Pakistan. The people of Baluchistan are being deprived of all luxuries and basic rights of life like education. Because of corruption and violence students are being badly disappointed from education.

According to a research Pakistan’s literacy rate is 50% as on average Pakistan spends less than 2% of GDP (gross domestic product) on education. It’s all because of lack of resources in Pakistan. Students of Punjab can get higher education and higher jobs due to all resources but students of Baluchistan cannot even study till 10th grade likewise in urban areas of Baluchistan like panjgur, mandh, and washuk people are unaware of education that’s why most of them do not send their children to get education.

With these conditions how freedom will be possible?

The part of the world from where I belong, there specially girls are not free though technology has spread all over the world, students of other countries take great advantage of technology but in our town girls are even not allowed to use cell phone. They cannot even take admission in private schools. Their individual freedom is snatched from them. They do not have the freedom to make a wish because they are not allowed to fulfil their wishes according to them. Most of the fake social accounts are of Pakistani girls, they cannot use social accounts by their own real names because their family members don’t give them individual freedom, then they use fake names and make strange friends which further result into serious issues.

Baluchistan which is the biggest province of Pakistan, just seven months ago girls were forced not to attend the classes in private schools, teachers were threatened not to teach them, just because they were not given individual freedom. Parents also don’t leave their daughter to private schools because they think if they gave individual freedom to girls so they will spoil the image of family which is an unfavorable concept.

People also hesitate in making their decisions because parents don’t give them the right to make their own decisions. In schools they are beaten by teachers which is against of law and they cannot raise their voice against violence.

According to a rough estimate 80% parents decide the marriages of their children in such cases failure or unpleasant relationships become fates of the couples.  In most of the areas of the Pakistan, girls and boys are not empowered to decide their life partners. Even Islam itself says that “girls should be asked for their wishes before marriage” if they were not asked so they will face economic and social problems and in most of the cases people also commit suicide due to unfavorable marriages.

According to the competitive era, everyone should have the right to express themselves. Like some people who hesitate to express themselves, will also lose all the opportunities of their lives too. Mostly in undeveloped societies uneducated parents don’t let their children to talk about freedom. They impose their same negative thoughts on their children which are the future of the country. Usually writers are told to be silent and hide the reality if they share so they will be killed, kidnapped or threatened to death. As Nelson Mandela talked about freedom that everyone should be given individual freedom without considering his cast, religion and complexion but he was imprisoned. He wanted to bring revolution in the world and he did due to the individual freedom and freedom of expression.

Socioeconomic prosperity is merely a dream without individual freedom. A society cannot prosper at that time unless everyone is not individually free. If everyone will be free in expressing themselves, choosing their career and free in decision making so we will get better doctors and engineers for our country. If we see, we can find everyone a decision maker, a career consular. But motivation is also needed which lacks to maintain socioeconomic prosperity. If individual freedom is given to everyone so every society will get socioeconomic prosperity if not so we will lose many shining stars.

If a country spends more money on useless things so it will disturb the economic prosperity of the country. One example of economic prosperity was former president Bill Clinton. He was able to create more than 22-5 million jobs and the economy averaged a 4 percent growth rate each year.

 

At the concluding point and according to my notions it is must for the progress of country at least 85% of the population should be educated and be aware about his fundamental rights. For the improvement of social and economic prosperity, every government should provide the fundamental rights that are: good jobs, educational resources, social protection and corruption should be finished from the country.

Pakistan???


The Islamic republic country is called Pakistan.
But here I want to remove some misconceptions, we all read Pakistan history in Pakistan-studies that is actually not right, the constitution, the leaders, the struggle, the debates, the news all are fake!!!

Pakistan is such a country where rich people enjoy with luxuries of life and poor people die due to poverty. Where dishonesty, injustice, lies, claims, fights,street crimes are best jobs for people Here people don’t have water to drink, if there is so that might be hard water or impure. People strive to get one time meal with abuses and insult while our leaders have bulky stomachs.
The so-called ministers don’t get rid of making shoes claims. They promise to fulfill all the facilities of people whether poor, black, white, and red but when they win the elections they forget performing any duty.

When in Pakistan someone takes a pen and goes to school so he is called a student, when he dies in a bomb blast in a school he is called martyred, when he raises his voice against violence he is called a rebel. When the same thing happens in Balochistan, if a baloch takes a pen he is called a terrorist, when he dies in a bomb blast he is called a terrorist, when he writes and raises his voice against violence he is called a terrorist.

He is never called a student, if I am writing I am neither a writer nor a student, I will only be called a “Terrorist”.
When a baloch goes to school and gets education then his wish is destroyed in shape of threats and destroying his school. In such circumstances he only finds the last option to fight against the violence and brutality against him which is taking a gun.
Why BALOCH is always called a terrorist??

Balochistan is the same province which is highlighted when Pakistan need resources but neglected when it comes to rights.
The ministers of Pakistan claim to be good leaders but they don’t know how to be a human actually. They travel by air from Peshawar to kuchlak and poor people don’t have slippers to come out of their home.
Whenever a program is issued on Balochistan so the poor and miserable people are shown but not the talented,Khalida brohi being a baloch of upper Sindh has never been shown on any Pakistani news channel,Malik siraj akbar(A talented journalist)hasn’t been shown on Pakistani channels .No one writes about the brutality done on Balochs and when a goat climbs on a mountain it becomes the top news of Pakistani channels.

There are neither humans nor human rights. Every Minster in Pakistan is an animal and also provides the same rights to humans.
One of the main problems is joblessness that is found in Balochistan with a great impact. Here talented students take tests, study in colleges, schools, go for interviews ,in result their name is on top but on interview their name is taken out by ragging.
The citizens and students of Pakistan laugh on it; they curse themselves for living in Pakistan. Here nothing is good.
”Here people become famous by hanging posters on wall and become poor by tearing those posters”
(Yasmeen Baloch)

Ayesha Malik


Dear readers and friends. Here is a complaint for you all:
I am here after two years almost and I published a short piece but I didn’t receive any notification from my old friends (Arindam,harsha,white pearl,cabrogal ,lala rukh) and many more.
Well, hope you all are happy and doing well. 

This is not the story of a great personality, this is the story of such an independent girl who dreams high, believes in hard-work, culture and loves writing.She always comes with her shining qualities.We need to learn from such people and teach them too.Here is the story of a dumb girl and her life .How she protects herself from the ups and downs of life ,how she manages in this cruel and illiterate society?

She belongs from Balochistan, from the city of folks, music, and embroidery.
She performs all those duties that a responsible girl does.
Comparing me with her I am nothing in terms of house hold works. She cooks well, sews cloths greatly, knows how to handle goats and most important how to bake bread that I don’t know.
She always carries a notebook and a pencil with her copying the old writings of anyone. Sometimes I write the alphabets and tell her to repeat them. Sometimes she stands and gives inspirational speeches by her body language.

My mother usually tells me to learn from her as I don’t know any house hold work except washing dishes, sweeping and cooking what I like.I have no sister so she is my sister, she sews my balochi dresses too and I also give her gifts that make her happy 😀
She is very dear to me ,she has great keen to learn and go to school but unfortunately she is deprived from the sense of hearing and speaking.

In our society illiterate people mock at such people and say they can’t do anything but I say that Ayesha has done much more of what I am doing.

She understands people, supports them, and never laughs at a person lacking any sense.She is the dearest of my grand father and our small family.I try my best to stand with her and give her a best space to learn but unfortunately we don’t have such schools here that such people should be admitted in order to learn.

Ayesha is such a girl who wants to be like other girls and I can say it with guarantee that she is 100 times more talented and wise then the educated people in our society.I have seen her calling kids of our society and teaching those alphabets and I am very glad that she can write and read them well. She has supported me every time and even sometimes she has tried to give me hope whenever I was weak.

Ayesha’s life seems to be very complicated,in our society some people want to use such persons as toys,they don’t consider them as human.She finds it difficult to survive in the society of animals ,usually she tells me that she wants to die,she wants to escape from here ,these all point out that she is fed up of living here.
Why we can’t take the human chain together?

Why we differentiate between normal and abnormal people?
I mostly hear from elders that if we can’t be the reason of someone’s happiness so we shouldn’t be the reason of her tears too.I always find new ways to make her happy and i hope you all provide a good space to such people around you.

The Experiences


This piece is a dedication to the experiences ,observations,compromises and many more things that i want to share.

After completing two years of my college life,i have come to know many different thing.Every time  i went out of home ,i had something new to handle and understand.Not only me ,my friends got confused sometimes with strange tragedies.
Here i am on the platform of WordPress to share some of those tragedies.
The most shocking thing that i observed mostly was that people always get pleasure by disturbing others.
This is how????
Here is a story
Whenever we entered in our classroom ,our concentration was obviously on the lecture but this happened sometimes that teacher asked us something from new chapter/lecture as we weren’t taught well in schools so we couldn’t answer but we tried our best to self study in home however we succeeded in answering sometimes. Sometimes when we couldn’t answer so our fellows(Boys) would laugh loudly that was a behavior of uneducated people.Usually we stood up and raised voice against it in classroom in front of teacher but there was no impact.Whatever we did previous day, was almost in vain another day.
The students couldn’t comprehend our lessons despite being our fellows.

The second shocking news is that ,the police is irresponsible.We always go by foot in academy because it’s near so sometimes passing near them they would blink and pass informal words ,nevertheless we had to teach them lessons too.

Thirdly,that i observed is people are shameless in Quetta ,i don’t know about other cities .We illuminated those all who teased us but they remain the same shameless people.

And the experiences that i want to share are here.
It is a glad news for me that i cleared my English language till Level-5 ,here is the certificate ,i got third 🙂

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While studying in FEEL language center i was v happy because the environment that i found there was amazing.
Our teacher whose name was Professor Tahir Shahood was a great teacher .He taught us many novel things and my English language was also improved.

This was a short piece.Hope you all liked it.

Catch you another time with a novel article.
Thanks